Tuesday, July 29, 2008

The One with......Drifting Drifter

Months....i never really had time to check on my blog, not even write anything on it, but ive been thinking about what to write. Been thinking about it alot. Im away now, in my hometown where internet access is a luxury people cant afford, phone line is sucks and life is pretty much laidback
Ive never been away from Kl for this long and i can feel that ive been sucked in into this lifestyle, i woke up as early and watch tv...and cook....and the next thing i know, its noon already. After Oprah and series of Friends, i take my shower and ponder on what to do and at the same time wondering what happened to me mentally. Yesterday, i saw an ad over a mental stability association, maybe i ought to check out the place. One thing i do know, is that, im not doing healthily well. Painless condition that brought me vack to this place is kinna scary.
I asked myself quite a lot, do i miss KL, i have to say NOPE... strange but thats the truth! I dont miss KL at all yet i dont feel at home. Im floating...waiting to drift to a place where life is less thinkable and complicated..